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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

12:47 AM

yay for once our teachers were nice today.our much dreaded geog test is postponed to next week thank god as i so did not prepare for it.damn imagine if i were to flunk geog again.gosh i think i will just shoot myself.but hey im sorry if i just cannot memorize everything for geog guess that is just not my forte.im getting both mentally and physically exhausted from drama my life is school,drama,homework,study,sleep.doesnt that suck and the worst part is i have drama about 3-4 hours each lesson 3times a week.it goes memorize memorize memorize now project your voice improve on it and so on so forth which is starting to suck as i have really never felt such pressure from drama before and it is really starting to get on me.ahhh.owells english lesson was actually fun for once though yeah i still fell asleep in it but reason being the tape played was just how to i say boring?as i dont like to hear repeated stuff well sorry about that.anyways i noticed that i really do need to brush up on my chemistry could not answer the questions properly today much say even balance the equation which we have been learning it since last year.i think i'm going to have a mental breakdown sometime this year.why?!just someone tell me why is this year just so stressful.alrights i think really need to give up all my play time and just for once try to organise both my lifestyle and my life.yes i seriously think i need a change in my life.my dream is to be a super mugger.well that is if i can actually do so.i really want to drop my crazy clubbing ways and actually learn how to pick up that book and study.can someone teach me a way on how to make studying fun.i think that is like the only way in which then i can motivate myself to study.i guess for me all that really matters now is for me to get my o levels over and done with and get into THAT poly course.sigh i guess that when it comes to life you are always bound to face many ups and downs like that on how i'm struggling with the fact that i just simply cannot study and yes that is really starting to bother me.i've got only 56 more days to prelims and i still suck at chemistry,physics and math.what bothers me more is that i have tuition for all those subjects and yet i cant perform?im really starting to wonder is something really wrong with me as ya shouldnt one be able to perform better with the help of tuition?jeepers.i really do not want to retain i mean seriously who wants to.gosh i think i had better start pulling up my socks NOW!those of you with studying tips please tell me as im desperate for them.anyways hurrah aster and i are going to throw the biggest bash ever so yea people do watch out for it.

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